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[06 Sep 2009|12:21am] |
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I haven't had a comment on my journal since may. I haven't had anyone reply to me since may.
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[12 Aug 2009|10:32pm] |
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I feel as if there is a part which I will never be able to know about you. A part which I wont be apart of, never fully. It saddens me.
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| We're here... and it's done already |
[22 May 2009|07:32am] |
We came, we saw, we conquered. Seriously. We've found a place to live and I've gotten a job. All we need to do now is move in and find Paige a job. It's amazing. The house is fantastic. Its not overly huge, but its not too tiny either. It has a woooonderful bathroom, which I am extatic about. The bedrooms are alright, they're not huge, but big enough I would say. The furnituxre is included, which means we have a BIG screen tv, leather couches, beds, dressers, etc. its crazy. It's 1000$ a month, plus 1/3 of the utilities, which seems to me, that it wont be that bad AT all! Its close to the hub store and close to the highway which means easiness to get to my school. It's in a beautiful area, so green and lovely. Its like a little suburb area for the rich... Very posh. :D I like it alot. I think we totally did the right thing renting this place. We went and drove by the other place we were gonna look at... and yeah.. NO thank you. We would have been soo dissapointed that we passed up the first place.
I met with Blair yesterday and he was very nice. I also met with Tatiana, the infamous Tatiana. She is very nice. I am really excited to work there. I can't wait to do huge copy jobs non stop!!! :D School! I can't wait to start school either! Omg, our little lives are happening. I can't wait! Peace out! XOXO Stephanie
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[10 May 2009|11:31pm] |
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9 days.
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| nothing. it's nothing. |
[10 May 2009|11:14pm] |
I can't wait to go! I really can't ,it's going to be so exciting.
There are some things we still need, like a coffee table, and some more lamps.
I'm a little bit scared cause... Well it's a whole new world out there.
I'm scared about going to parties, I don't want to be put into a situation where drugs come into play.
I don't want anything to do with them.
That scares me.
I also don't want to get drunk in some strange place. Have no one help me. I don't want that to happen.
I wont let that happen. I will be smart.
I don't want to quit my dream. I want to be an animator, create characters. I want to pursue this. I want that, and I don't want to end up working for Staples for like 12 years. No, that would just be stupid. I wont let that happen either. That scares me.
I also don't want to be stuck in Canada. I want to travel again. I want to go somewhere with Paige. It saddens me greatly still that I didn't get much out of London. It was my fault because I was so worried Dorita was going to steal Paige away. Those online people still threaten me...
I'm scared moving away with Paige will ruin our relationship. I don't want that to happen, because I love her more than anything, and I don't want to drive her away. I know it will be me, because I'm so clingy. But I will try very hard not to be. Space, I will give space.
I'm having my going away dinner tomorrow night. I don't think Tara is going to be there. I know David is. It will be sad to leave them, but at the same time, I don't want to stay there. I just hope Tara will be there... However I think she is still away in Edmonton. I dislike Victoria for not thinking it through. :( She is very silly.
I'm going to miss my Parents. At the same time though, it will be good to get away. I feel I need to leave, that I'm being stifled greatly. I need to spread my wings, broaden my horizon, learn some life skills. I feel I'm stuck here in Powell River, with no options. I feel like a Zombie repeating the same meticulous task over and over with no life. While Paige was gone, that was just a nightmare. I have no other friends, so life pretty much sucked.
I fear that if Paige ever does stop wanting to be my friend, I will struggle to find another friend. That saddens me. I really don't want to be hurt again by my best friend.
I hate thinking about this shit at night. I always end up crying. >< Goodnight.
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| I am going to Vancouver |
[29 Apr 2009|11:15pm] |
In 21 days, we're going to Vancouver. In exactly 3 weeks we're leaving. Done. Fin. Powell River is over with and we am starting a new life in Vancouver.
I hope I am accepted to the freaking Animation Fundamental Course. I was declined acceptance to the Commercial Animation Program. :( Ahh well, try again next year, hope for the best. :D
Cant wait!
Vancouver here we come!
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[19 Apr 2009|10:12am] |
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So i'm sure i've pinched something in my back. I know it sounds like i'm an old fogey of sorts, but its making my leg hurt, the pain in my back now. I can sometimes stretch a bit here and there and it will ease off a bit, but only for a bit.
I know what I did. I was helping my dad out, and he asked me to go grab the pressure washer. The motor thingy that comes with it is about 30 lbs, which i found pretty heavy. I picked it up the right way and everything, with your knee's and was doing pretty good.
My dad finished off washing with it and asked me to take it back downstairs for him. Without really thinking about it, i picked it up the wrong way. It was a step lower than I and there was a garbage bag separating us. I forgot about its weight. So i'm thinking that in picking up that little 30 lb unit must be the culprit to why my lower back is hurting, along with it making my leg hurt. ><
Stupid stupid stupid. Its like sharp little pains here and there, and then a throbbing pain all the rest of the time. LAME.
I need to exercise more. ><
Ibuprofen and tylenol haven't helped either... I'm out of pain killing ideas. When i go home, i think i'll try lying on the floor again. Please help ><
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| OH FYI |
[11 Mar 2009|11:39pm] |
Paige, I need to know when to take days off when you come home. I need to find that out pretty darn soon so I can ask for them off.
I know you don't know when you have to work, and I am the one finding that out for you... So when should I do that? And are you staying down there long if you don't have to work right away? Gawd I cant wait for you to get back here.
MISS YOU!
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| Dude, I really want this phone! It's spectacular! |
[11 Mar 2009|11:32pm] |
I think I really am going to get that phone. It is really nice and going to cost me 84$ right away and then 35$ every month from then on. Thats not bad is it? I wouldn't think so? It would be a contract, but its through Rogers, and apparently, from what I hear, they are a hell of a lot better to deal with than Telus to have a plan with.
A thin new handset, for the music lover.
Introducing the Nokia 5310 XpressMusic- exclusively at Rogers. At 9.9 mm, the Nokia 5310 is by far the thinnest MP3 player device available! It comes equipped with crystal clear sound, a 2 MP camera, dedicated music keys, FM radio, up to 20 hours of music play time and expandable memory capabilities up to 4GB. No dieting is required as the Nokia 5310 is small in your pocket, leaving room for your money at its great price!
 Features
-Mobile Internet browser
-Stereo Headset included
-Picture caller ID
-Speakerphone
-Vibe alert
-Flight mode
-Built-in Calendar, Calculator Tasks, Notes, Timer, Stopwatch and synchronization with your PC
-World Time
-Alarm clock
Entertainment
-Downloadable ring tunes and Real TraxTM
-Downloadable graphics
-Downloadable games
-Rogers Music Player for playing side loaded and content purchased over the air
-MP3/AAC Downloads
-Music format supported: MP3, MP4, AAC, AAC+, eAAC, eAAC+, WMA, AMR, (NB-AMr), MIDI tones (poly 64 ), SP-MIDI, True Tones (WB-AMr)
Embedded
-Ring tunes
-Graphics
-Games
Messaging
-Text messaging with predictive text input
-Multi-Media Messaging (MMS) capable - instantly take and send pictures with voice, sound and text to other phone numbers -or e-mail addresses
-Instant Messaging,Email
SO ITS 49.99$ plus 35$ and taxes, and 10$ for the setup. lols. A total of 85$
35$ per month
My 5 plan, with unlimited long distance
Sounds good, yes?
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| So apparently you don't read my blog :( |
[11 Mar 2009|11:30am] |
URGLE Carles is freaking psycho! He would not let me sleep! I had to eventually move him into the kitchen. He is just constantly gnawing at the bars! I can handle running in his wheel, but gnawing on the freaking bars... >< NO WAY. Urgh It is hard looking after Paige's animals. They make me lose sleep. Of course I am doing this for her, thats what friends do, but holy crap that Hamster is going to be the death of me! And Shadow is great, I just have to wake up so early to get him >< Bleh animals and their needs. My cat is lovely. Perfect animal! :D Anywho, at work at the moment, so I must go, prolly edit and add some more to this. Ciao for now!
Edit: So i am contemplating getting a new phone for down in Vancouver. I think I will get a plan so that I dont have to worry about getting minutes and shit, cause I such at that. I'm going to go with Rogers and get the My5 Plan and Have Paige and my parents in it. I am also going to get the long distance package as well. I'm thinking of doing this when I get my Bonus this Friday, however I am unsure if i should wait or not. Maybe I should and just get one when i get down there? Maybe, we'll see. Or like a week before we leave? Im mean we're leaving in 67 days sooo... that not a terribly long time is it? Not really in the grand scheme of things :P We'll see, I'm gonna talk it over with some other people to see what they think. Gen so far thinks its a good idea, and she thinks I'm good with my money, so we'll see :D
Yay I got the post card you sent me! thank thank thank you! it took 6 days to get to me! not very long is it? Carles wrecked one of our towels >< I am angry with him. He seriously must have reached for it... because it wasnt really very close... not that close >< There is a new tv show called Castles on tv, I'm downloading it as I type. It looks good, and if it is I will save it for you if it is good. It has the main actor who played in Firefly in it. I'm not too sure what its about, but we'll see ^^ I still haven't drawn. Its because you're gone I know it. I had a really stressful flyer prep. Was at work until 7:15 >< We have the second in command of all Staples in Canada coming to our store tomorrow. So I cleaned and made it beautiful. Not for him though, because Tara asked me really nicely. Tara also gave me 2 days off in a Row. Its on your birthday... I will have to have a little Celebration. You should really phone me! And I can wish you happy birthday! Call me at like the same time you did last time!!! 12pmish here, about 8pmish there :D Let me know, comment! Or tell me on your blog. Communicate with me -dies- I am withering, like a little unwatered flower. Can't wait for you to come home XOX Tevez Paiiige, why don't you comment on my blog or reply back to my comments. I really look forward to reading your blog and hearing how you're doing and getting some sort of response back :( -deflate- I miss you tons and not getting any sort of response back is just a little deflating don't you think? I loved your phone call, and wish you could do it everyday, but I understand you cant, -nodnod- But you could reply to me a little on the blogs yeah? Just a couple here and there? you know? you replied to Neil! -puffs- I miss you! Hellooo! I didn't write HUGE LONG blogs for myself to read! Did you read them? :( -pouts- comment.... please I miss you! I made a post with like all kings! that we knew and were cute. I stole them from work! did you see them!? I miss you! I miss you! I MISS YOU!!!!! :( Comment please I'm at work and omg its so intensly boring. I found another piece of money with a website on it. This time is was a Loonie. interesting. :D Still boring as all hell. I wish I could go outside and enjoy the AWESOME sunny weather. however, this morning it was snowing. I seriously want to know what the hell is up with our weather. EDIT: OMG I SAW HIM! I saw... -scratches head- Jesse I think is his name. -CACKLE- I bought alcohol! LOL I just went in and bought some. No questions asked, nothing.
It's not like it was for me.... No no, my father gave me money and told me to go up and get him some... I was hesitant since I was questioned when my mom sent me in to get her a lottery ticket... but with beer aparently it's fine. LOL :D
yeah... just thought I would let you know. :D Important factor that I look old><
I wonder how much older I look than myactual age. Thats quite sad isn't it. I think I would be preffered to be id'd. Hmmn, :( Lame. |
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